Send applause to your heart strings.
Send it all down.
May they strum and feel everything.
Another minute passed, another year I dread.
Letters will help you spring a farewell.
Don’t doubt your alphabet.
There’s always anniversaries for moments we refuse belief.
I can’t tell you how much it hurts to be reminded all the time.
Expand and hold it in.
All these years have passed,
yet it hurts to be reminded all the time.
Applause my lungs, still breathing.
Sometimes it’s hard believing.
Struggle with every single breath.
I want to give up.
We are the overcast that refused to pass
every afternoon when the sun left.
Please take me back.
I miss the twists.
I miss the spins.
All I have is the damage.